n.n

i feel so pleased when i'm good and kind a whole day.that happens rarely.
maybe i'm too selfish and i care about myself too much without realizing.
i feel the peace inside ))
lolz.
and today i love people that i usualy am like whatever with.
people that don't deserve shitty treatement at all.

lolz again
i had to write this
and i should be more often like this.
today i am proud of myself. xtra rare phenonenon.
(geesh i'm talking like a healed-ex-drug-addict.)
i just realised i'm so mean and stuff.
and i ignore people most of the time.
but hell,i'm more than this.
i feel like: n.n
so thank you,the ones that made my day without having a clue that you did.